Posted on 2 May 2020 at 8:49 am.
Corona- coaster: the ups and downs of emotions caused by covid-19.
Intense loneliness even though I live with people.
Exhaustion when I have done nothing.
Seeing things much more clearly.
Old grief emerging.
Lack of joy.
More creativity, less creativity.
I think …
Posted on 1 April 2020 at 7:46 pm.
Today I have felt sad all day. I went on my early morning walk but didn’t do
yoga before breakfast as usual which isn’t good.
I felt sad because when I went on line into 365 Teams, they were empty, like caverns with just my text echoing off the virtual class room walls. I miss …
Posted on 10 December 2016 at 7:45 pm.
I’d like to say I’m having and identity crisis. But I’m not. Because I don’t feel like there is a me to have an identity crisis about.
I’m aware that I didn’t blog last week and it’s because I feel like I’m in a bit of a
cocoon soup and so I’m not really sure … Read more
Posted on 2 October 2016 at 8:05 am.
I think I’ve spent a lot of my life disembodied; without my body.
Not that I haven’t had a body of course, just that I think for many years my body was merely the machinery which was used to carry my mind around. The only real time that I noticed my body was to pick …
Posted on 26 July 2014 at 6:03 am.
I think I mentioned that in the summer I’d played the Transformation Game. I played it to understand more about my relationship with someone, but what came up was Hate.
I’m capitalizing Hate because it felt like a villain who had arrived in my identity with no introduction, invitation or desire.
I’ve never really felt …